FRIDAY FILL-INS!!! :D
And...here we go!
1. Join me in welcoming the END of the semester! The herald to the summer months of awesomeness!
2. Put a little time in your day! Trying to be organized and prepared for school is hard, but it only gets harder the closer it gets to the end!
3. Happiness is being yourself: whether it be reading a book alone by the pond, or laughing and loving on a warm spring day.
4. Been DAZED and confused for so long without you~...this may not have been my first CD ever *cough*sister*cough* ;P But I do like that song! ^.^
5. I'm waiting for a chance to breathe again.
6. Procrastinating is hard to resist.
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to seeing my friend Jess, tomorrow my plans include getting mah hair done and going to THUNDER OVER LOUISVILLE with my bestest best friend, and Sunday, I want to get back to school early and get my work done so that I don't have to worry the last week of my first year of college!
17 April, 2009
10 April, 2009
Friday Fill-ins!
It's time, once again, for Friday Fill-ins!
1. Anonymous...is a pointless thing to be. If you've got something to say, have the balls to say it out loud and not hiding behind an internet or other persona.
2. Change is a double-edged sword, for as we reach toward the sky with new ideas, we cannot forget our roots and that which led us to where we are today.
3. Let me embrace thee, sour adversity, for when I get all this crazy schoolwork done I will feel SO much better!
4. Thunderstorms, holidays, and the end of school are what I look forward to most about Spring.
5. Who needs therapy when, well, you are IN therapy! Hahaha. No, seriously, when you have good friends and a good book into which you can escape, then you're pretty much set. But for the times when that isn't always enough, therapy is a better option than drugging oneself up (I, unfortunately, have both).
6. CHOCOLATE MUST go into the Easter Basket! As someone who isn't Christian, my "Easter" (actually it's called Ostara...I'll post something about that and Beltaine later this weekend) has already happened about a month ago. So, while I wish all observers of the holiday a happy one, and a lovely Passover to those who follow that slant as well, I shall indulge in chocolate that I really don't need but love regardless
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to relaxing and writing while watching One Tree Hill, tomorrow my plans include going shopping for my bridesmaid dress for my friend Jess' wedding, as well as working on schoolwork, and Sunday, I want to finish all the work I need to have done, and clean my dorm room!
1. Anonymous...is a pointless thing to be. If you've got something to say, have the balls to say it out loud and not hiding behind an internet or other persona.
2. Change is a double-edged sword, for as we reach toward the sky with new ideas, we cannot forget our roots and that which led us to where we are today.
3. Let me embrace thee, sour adversity, for when I get all this crazy schoolwork done I will feel SO much better!
4. Thunderstorms, holidays, and the end of school are what I look forward to most about Spring.
5. Who needs therapy when, well, you are IN therapy! Hahaha. No, seriously, when you have good friends and a good book into which you can escape, then you're pretty much set. But for the times when that isn't always enough, therapy is a better option than drugging oneself up (I, unfortunately, have both).
6. CHOCOLATE MUST go into the Easter Basket! As someone who isn't Christian, my "Easter" (actually it's called Ostara...I'll post something about that and Beltaine later this weekend) has already happened about a month ago. So, while I wish all observers of the holiday a happy one, and a lovely Passover to those who follow that slant as well, I shall indulge in chocolate that I really don't need but love regardless
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to relaxing and writing while watching One Tree Hill, tomorrow my plans include going shopping for my bridesmaid dress for my friend Jess' wedding, as well as working on schoolwork, and Sunday, I want to finish all the work I need to have done, and clean my dorm room!
09 April, 2009
Blowing off steam and wool-gathering
So this week has been highly stressful. It's not going to get much better, sadly, because it's almost the end of the semester and I have so much to do! Papers, essays, and all sorts of things that I just can't seem to handle. I want a day off just to breathe, but there's no time for even that. Once it gets to the end I'm just going to COLLAPSE and take a weekend to recover. Part of the problem seems to stem from the fact that my medication doesn't seem to be working very much anymore, and that's really, really bad. Thankfully, though, I have a doctor's appointment in a week or two, so I can talk to him about switching my meds.
Something else that's been bothering me is BOYS. I've been seeing this guy Wes since last August, and things are going well enough as can be expected with a semi-long-distance "relationship." However, I've been apparently catching the eye of quite a few other guys here at school, who all happen to be geeks (which doesn't bother me, seeing as I'm a geek too), and who all are really cool guys...as friends. It's just saddening and confusing, when these other guys seem to all be wanting me but the only one I want is constantly frustrating me and I don't know where I stand with him. I must just be a glutton for punishment or something, because I don't see why I keep doing this to myself. It's the same sort of thing with my last boyfriend, Andy-- where we were great together, but didn't see each other all that often (but unlike with Wes, Andy and I hardly got to talk at ALL due to his work situation, where as Wes and I have a fairly regular communication system), but I latched myself to him because I wanted the relationship to work and wouldn't consider other guys.
I'm the type of chick who can't date a bunch of guys. I have to find ONE guy who I can have a long-term relationship with, and finding someone like that doesn't happen often for me. I have slight infatuations rather often, but I only find "that" guy every once in a while, which is why I haven't had many boyfriends. I want that with Wes, but as we're in relationship limbo I don't know what to do. I need to talk to him about it all but it's a terrible time to do so what with finals and all coming up, so...I'm kinda stuck. (Dammit.)
All right, that's my rant for today. I'm gonna take some time off for the afternoon before I get some cleaning done tonight. Later~!
Something else that's been bothering me is BOYS. I've been seeing this guy Wes since last August, and things are going well enough as can be expected with a semi-long-distance "relationship." However, I've been apparently catching the eye of quite a few other guys here at school, who all happen to be geeks (which doesn't bother me, seeing as I'm a geek too), and who all are really cool guys...as friends. It's just saddening and confusing, when these other guys seem to all be wanting me but the only one I want is constantly frustrating me and I don't know where I stand with him. I must just be a glutton for punishment or something, because I don't see why I keep doing this to myself. It's the same sort of thing with my last boyfriend, Andy-- where we were great together, but didn't see each other all that often (but unlike with Wes, Andy and I hardly got to talk at ALL due to his work situation, where as Wes and I have a fairly regular communication system), but I latched myself to him because I wanted the relationship to work and wouldn't consider other guys.
I'm the type of chick who can't date a bunch of guys. I have to find ONE guy who I can have a long-term relationship with, and finding someone like that doesn't happen often for me. I have slight infatuations rather often, but I only find "that" guy every once in a while, which is why I haven't had many boyfriends. I want that with Wes, but as we're in relationship limbo I don't know what to do. I need to talk to him about it all but it's a terrible time to do so what with finals and all coming up, so...I'm kinda stuck. (Dammit.)
All right, that's my rant for today. I'm gonna take some time off for the afternoon before I get some cleaning done tonight. Later~!
03 April, 2009
Friday Fill-Ins
1. Angel or not, I will always try to keep a good head on my shoulders, even when I do things I ought not do. There is a line I will not cross.
2. I cannot be used in any way you want me. I have my own needs and wants, though they sometimes overlap and coincide.
3. As my mother used to say, you're full of yourself.
4. I like to take a long hot bath while reading a good book after I'm done working out or doing something strenuous.
5. Even in the most crowded of rooms you can always find me either in the corner or surrounded by a group of nerds.
6. Monday is a day fraught with peril.
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to having the apartment to myself, tomorrow my plans include D&D, cleaning, and working on some papers and Sunday, I want to relax but I have to study and also have my Phi Eta Sigma initiation ceremony!
2. I cannot be used in any way you want me. I have my own needs and wants, though they sometimes overlap and coincide.
3. As my mother used to say, you're full of yourself.
4. I like to take a long hot bath while reading a good book after I'm done working out or doing something strenuous.
5. Even in the most crowded of rooms you can always find me either in the corner or surrounded by a group of nerds.
6. Monday is a day fraught with peril.
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to having the apartment to myself, tomorrow my plans include D&D, cleaning, and working on some papers and Sunday, I want to relax but I have to study and also have my Phi Eta Sigma initiation ceremony!
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